Thursday, March 3, 2011

THIS. why I love her and she’s my hero.
WEEDS!
no Cassie, but she's adorableee
she needs to dump this douche.
Watching part 1 of 2 of FRIENDS where Ross and Rachel are ‘on a break’ and Ross cheats
Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos
Mila “SWEET LIPS” Kunis: my girlfriend.
  i want to start collecting vinyl
WANT
It’s Portman, motherfucker!


Who’s your Swan Queen!?
finished organizing my photobuckets. now to add the rest from the bookmark folder. fml.
finished organizing my photobuckets. now to add the rest from the bookmark folder. fml.

Compromise, You're Metal

I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to fall into
And I hate myself more than yesterday
Than the day prior
I keep falling at the gates
Feeling pathetic again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to slip into
Regretting all I never do or say
I’m expiring within myself
Blaming everyone
Trying to gain a clean slate
Because I’m feeling desperate again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes,
Desperately
For cracks to fall into
Delve into
I keep searching for escapes,
Eagerly
For cracks to slip into
Drown into
I keep searching for escapes

Saturday, February 26, 2011

UNF
Drop Dead. Brilliant.
I turn my back and walk away, away from the pain
Screaming loud, drowning out by the sound of the rain
Listen up, I’ve had enough of all this waiting
I need you more right now than I ever did

-Hawthorne Heights
I just fell in love for the first time 
Watch as I pick myself up off the ground 
In the dark I’m so far from the spotlight 
Can you see me now?
 
-Hawthorne Heights
i enjoy being pale as fuck. mysterious.
I think we’re all self conscious of some shit about ourselves. Even the most confident has something they don’t like about themselves or wish they could change some aspect of themselves. I disliked one particular part of my body but as I watched more films and actresses, I started to care less. Started early when I saw Selma Blair in Cruel Intentions then Kate Hudson on How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days and then Kate Moennig on The L Word. Those three probably make no sense at all and are so diverse but yeah. That’s how far things stretch to make me more comfortable. Boom. xx

A Couple Of Truths


  1. I’ve experienced instant gratification and it almost devoured me.
  2. I now understand how things ‘just happen’.
  3. It’s interesting how one instance can manipulate your entire future
  4. I’ve recently let walls crumble around
  5. I’ve recently ruined myself, in ways
  6. Life always seems to throw life at me all at once - spread it around life, I can’t keep up.
  7. I keep in caves