THIS. why I love her and she’s my hero.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Compromise, You're Metal
I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to fall into
And I hate myself more than yesterday
Than the day prior
I keep falling at the gates
Feeling pathetic again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to slip into
Regretting all I never do or say
I’m expiring within myself
Blaming everyone
Trying to gain a clean slate
Because I’m feeling desperate again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes,
Desperately
For cracks to fall into
Delve into
I keep searching for escapes,
Eagerly
For cracks to slip into
Drown into
I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to fall into
And I hate myself more than yesterday
Than the day prior
I keep falling at the gates
Feeling pathetic again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to slip into
Regretting all I never do or say
I’m expiring within myself
Blaming everyone
Trying to gain a clean slate
Because I’m feeling desperate again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes,
Desperately
For cracks to fall into
Delve into
I keep searching for escapes,
Eagerly
For cracks to slip into
Drown into
I keep searching for escapes
Saturday, February 26, 2011
I think we’re all self conscious of some shit about ourselves. Even the most confident has something they don’t like about themselves or wish they could change some aspect of themselves. I disliked one particular part of my body but as I watched more films and actresses, I started to care less. Started early when I saw Selma Blair in Cruel Intentions then Kate Hudson on How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days and then Kate Moennig on The L Word. Those three probably make no sense at all and are so diverse but yeah. That’s how far things stretch to make me more comfortable. Boom. xx
A Couple Of Truths
- I’ve experienced instant gratification and it almost devoured me.
- I now understand how things ‘just happen’.
- It’s interesting how one instance can manipulate your entire future
- I’ve recently let walls crumble around
- I’ve recently ruined myself, in ways
- Life always seems to throw life at me all at once - spread it around life, I can’t keep up.
- I keep in caves
Thursday, February 24, 2011
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