OH PLEASE, FRANK AWAY

2011-03-03T16:15:00.003-08:00

THIS. why I love her and she’s my hero.

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WEEDS!

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no Cassie, but she's adorableee

2011-03-03T15:52:00.002-08:00

2011-03-03T15:52:00.000-08:00

she needs to dump this douche.

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2011-03-03T15:50:00.000-08:00

Watching part 1 of 2 of FRIENDS where Ross and Rachel are ‘on a break’ and Ross cheats

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Mila “SWEET LIPS” Kunis: my girlfriend.

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i want to start collecting vinyl

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WANT

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It’s Portman, motherfucker!

Who’s your Swan Queen!?

2011-03-03T15:33:00.002-08:00

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2011-03-03T15:31:00.001-08:00

finished organizing my photobuckets. now to add the rest from the bookmark folder. fml.

Compromise, You're Metal

2011-03-03T15:29:00.003-08:00

I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to fall into
And I hate myself more than yesterday
Than the day prior
I keep falling at the gates
Feeling pathetic again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes
For cracks to slip into
Regretting all I never do or say
I’m expiring within myself
Blaming everyone
Trying to gain a clean slate
Because I’m feeling desperate again
But I’m not the worst off
Not even, not even
I keep searching for escapes,
Desperately
For cracks to fall into
Delve into
I keep searching for escapes,
Eagerly
For cracks to slip into
Drown into
I keep searching for escapes

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2011-02-26T01:40:00.000-08:00

UNF

2011-02-26T01:39:00.002-08:00

Drop Dead. Brilliant.

2011-02-26T01:39:00.000-08:00

I turn my back and walk away, away from the pain
Screaming loud, drowning out by the sound of the rain
Listen up, I’ve had enough of all this waiting
I need you more right now than I ever did

-Hawthorne Heights

2011-02-26T01:37:00.002-08:00

I just fell in love for the first time

Watch as I pick myself up off the ground

In the dark I’m so far from the spotlight

Can you see me now?

-Hawthorne Heights

2011-02-26T01:37:00.000-08:00

i enjoy being pale as fuck. mysterious.

2011-02-26T01:35:00.003-08:00

I think we’re all self conscious of some shit about ourselves. Even the most confident has something they don’t like about themselves or wish they could change some aspect of themselves. I disliked one particular part of my body but as I watched more films and actresses, I started to care less. Started early when I saw Selma Blair in Cruel Intentions then Kate Hudson on How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days and then Kate Moennig on The L Word. Those three probably make no sense at all and are so diverse but yeah. That’s how far things stretch to make me more comfortable. Boom. xx

A Couple Of Truths

2011-02-26T01:35:00.001-08:00

I’ve experienced instant gratification and it almost devoured me.
I now understand how things ‘just happen’.
It’s interesting how one instance can manipulate your entire future
I’ve recently let walls crumble around
I’ve recently ruined myself, in ways
Life always seems to throw life at me all at once - spread it around life, I can’t keep up.
I keep in caves

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UNF

2011-02-24T12:51:00.000-08:00

UNF

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2011-02-24T12:48:00.001-08:00

Let’s discuss and gif the event of me getting my long awaited Verizon iPhone:
The doorbell rang and I was beyond excited (due to missing the delivery the day prior)

Eagerly signed for the package

Then (scampered away like a hobbit with no Naomi in my near future)

I was/am excite

But this was like 2pm and I had to be at work at 3pm

But whatever, I’m on a high.

P.S. It’s been a heavenly two weeks.

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2011-02-24T12:45:00.001-08:00

Wednesdays:
I am tired as frak by Wednesdays and all I wanna do on this night, from my long week, is sleep. Finally.

2011-02-24T12:44:00.002-08:00

I’m tired of being alone. But the funny part is even if I find someone, I’ll still be alone. It’s not going to solve me or miraculously change me. I need to make myself want it. Want anything, everything. To actually try and make time and an effort. But right now, what I (kind of) want is far fetched wishful thinking. I need help.

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2011-02-24T12:43:00.001-08:00

I’ll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

-Senses Fail

2011-02-24T12:42:00.001-08:00

No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I’m on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I’m on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

-Lady GaGa

2011-02-23T01:27:00.001-08:00

I had an Oreo McFlurry on Monday. It was quite heavenly.

2011-02-23T01:26:00.005-08:00

You know that feeling of your heart dropping into your stomach and feeling a huge gapping hole? The feeling of your throat thrusting into your stomach cause you yearn to speak but hold back. It’s been that kind of moment, day, week.. life.

2011-02-23T01:26:00.003-08:00

2011-02-23T01:26:00.001-08:00

Tell them what your hands were made for
Tell them who your mouth was made for

- Tegan And Sara

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2011-02-22T01:26:00.003-08:00

I’m getting “gay” tattooed on my fucking forehead cause I’m tired of this bullshit.

2011-02-22T01:26:00.001-08:00

And I’ll say, “i don’t really remember
but my fingers are sore
and my voice is too.

-Ani Difranco

2011-02-21T00:51:00.000-08:00

don’t even know, bro.

2011-02-21T00:50:00.000-08:00

My job is not giving an actual fuck

2011-02-21T00:46:00.001-08:00

What I did today: Oh, you know, just regular 22 year-old activities; climb trees, chill on roof tops and collect oranges. Fuck yeah.

2011-02-21T00:45:00.000-08:00

This crush is becoming unhealthy. Because nothing will come of it. It ain’t going anywhere and won’t. But I still roll with the punches…

2011-02-21T00:44:00.000-08:00

I do not hide
There are no lies
Sure, if you ask
I’ll fluster and probably die
I am who I am inside
Until my final breath coincides
with my eyelids
And they bow
Their final goodbye

2011-02-21T00:42:00.001-08:00

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I never disliked her, I just started to really, really, really, really, really like her A LOT.

2011-02-21T00:37:00.001-08:00

Yesterday I went on an adventure on my roof and picked oranges. Boom! This is only a tiny batch that I collected down.

2011-02-21T00:36:00.001-08:00

2011-02-21T00:35:00.001-08:00

"ello there, mate."

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2011-02-21T00:31:00.001-08:00

I WANT MR. HOULT ON ME…

…THEN I WANT THAT SHIRT.

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2011-02-21T00:28:00.001-08:00

I always do so well beyond I imagine and for an introvert, not too bad. Only room for improvement. Note the subject? Yeah, mate.

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“You think you fancy huh?”

Selena Gomez Raps to a Nicki Minaj song

2011-02-21T00:19:00.000-08:00

I don’t even like Nicki Minaj but this is adorable! Selenita ♥

Underoath

2011-02-21T00:18:00.001-08:00

Went to see Underoath exactly one week ago. It’s been a while since I’ve been to a show and a great while since I’ve been to a hardcore show. Excite. Also a while since I’ve been in San Fran. Headed early-ish with the mate Malcolm. Wanted to re-live the old days of when we used to wait 10 hours in line and meet all the band people. Left around 1:30 and got there at 3ish but took like an hour to find a parking garage because I ain’t going back to the one that closes at 10/10:30 and made me miss half of A Day To Remember’s set last Spring. Found a new garage (blocks away, but still ace - it’s a 24hour joint). Got in line then met up with a mate I’ve made, from Oakland, since we’re always at the same shows. Very ace. Cold as fuck. Went to a BevMo for the shitter and by the way, this was Malcolm and my first time in one. It was not only bloody warm, as in you could feel the warm in your veins but held beverages - alcoholic - of all kinds. Wines, liquor, England imports, etc. It was heaven. Chilled in there for a bit and had a laugh, a couple actually. Plus is was warm. Headed out to the venue again, only across the street, and chatted it up in the cold. Got in and the show was good. I had something to prove to myself. I’m 22, not old, I know but still… The opening band was mint. No vocals but two 8-string guitars with mental rhythm and riffs. (yes plz.) A Skylit Drive was rad and if the one song they played off their upcoming album is any indication of their new material, then bloody yes! Thursday was beyond good. I don’t really feel them on their albums but live was another thing. Bravo. They did their 10th anniversary of their album and played it in it’s entirety. Dear AFI, The Art Of Drowning’s 10th anniversary was last year. You’re late. Play that in it’s entirety. NOW! Love, Crumpcunt. Anyways. Underoath was mint. It was interesting and I really wanted to see the dynamic now that Aaron is gone. Since the last time I saw them, Warped Tour 2009, changes happened. Spencer upgraded his wardrobe. New converse and spanking new trousers. He kept the t-shirt. I guess it still has some wear in it. Spencer did great with the vocals. Of course I miss Aaron but bravo Spee. There was only one old song from They’re Chasing Safety that I kept hearing Aaron’s voice but it’s expected. Overall: ACE.

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